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new camera

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I bought a new camera on black friday. hopefully I can make some new works to put on here with it. I feel like my main problem is lack of locations and lack of clothes I really dont have time to make them myself though I've tried I honestly think Im terrible at sewing,too much math involved haha.
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Whats  ironic is my very first computers were  mac but were talking a Macintosh II and the very first mac laptop that came out, point is I grew up with  Mac aI have nothing against it whatsoever I used it for playing games and writing my papers for school,the computer still works to this day.! Once the internet eventually exploded  everyone had a computer in their home, My own household decided to get an upgrade that could run the internet better but of course the best cost friendly was i probably dell . Once I installed Photoshop on the thingI immediately started using it for making art and desktop wallpapers mainly.
 Today I use a pc  the laptop Im working with now is an Hp I've had it for about 2 years ,good processor,hd screen 17 inches ,I have not bought a monitor calibrator but for the most part I can tell everything on my screen comes out a bit too blue-ish for those using a mac or a higher calibrated monitor my images often come out to red-ish. While I was taking a short courses in graphic design we used macs and honestly it was my first time seeing all my artwork on a huge mac screen.I could tsee all the mistakes that had been made on my previous works..embarrassing! Still I decided to use my home pc but when I went to school I would finish touching up my images on the mac. The way i chose to edit images was very odd actually and an unusual method, i have a bad habit of experimenting. there would be more variations in color than what I was actually seeing on the pc.  What I thought was really black was actually brown,dark gray etc,just total cluster really. 

I understand that the mac monitors are very high calibrated and If i could afford one at this point (which I cant) I wouldn't have to question how the colors on my screen differed from what others saw. If I could go back in time I would put money towards maybe a better setup but lets face it I don't do this professionally this is a hobby Ive maybe made about $800 total for my photog work haha . I dont mind printing out my works to see how they look and I dont mind asking a friend who owns a mac to take a look at it just to see if the colors look off. lately Ive considered trying to make photography into a job because this is what i like to do and I cannot survive without my art, it just so happens relies heavily on the digital market. What to do what to do. I would enjoy peoples opinions about this. Will I eventually have to cough up 1,000's of dollars if I wanted people to take my work more seriously? I hope not.

Ive seen lots of great works  and it was done on a pc,but its not like thats the first thing I think about when I see someones images either. Why I feel the way I do is people Ive run into have looked down on my work,because of not using a mac. pieces that I spent hours on . I didnt undertand why they cared so much. SAIC a major art school here in Chicago forces you to buy a mac it is part of your tuition when you join the school! I went to another college for a tour and the guide had taken a look at my work, said how much he liked it but also had to add how surprised he was I wasn't creating all these images with a mac like as if a pc wasnt capable of creating works of art It was like someone handing me an award for my work and then just dismissing it nd saying"oh never mind" because of the "tools" you use we don't like it.My boyfriend made a good point that if photography is just art  all the rockstarr brand name equipment shouldnt matter and hes right it shouldnt. I hate when people brought up my last camera,it was big and bulky but not because I  wanted to have a huuge camera just so people could like and respect me,the camera was practically handed to me because my photography mentor thought it would serve my purpose well. and thats it! but when i went anywhere with it people assumed i was trying to show off,a guy came up to me with a super tiny pentax camera and was like ..look you dont need a large camera to take good images ,Honestly I just wanted to hit them in the face,the camera practically chose me I didn;t chose it lol. Anywhoo I dont even own a camera/lenses right now because I'm trying to decide once again what is the best route for me and my purpose I would like to take on doing video which my old camera didnt do but I weigh in the idea of just getting an actual real video camera eventually might be a good idea too. Sorry this has become a very long drawn out story Im done ranting. Lesson im trying to express is you should never judge someone by the tools they use and anyone who does really just comes off sounding like an elitist stuck up prick,if whats working for someone is working and they arent any noticeable problems then let them be,dont try to convince them to upgrade to a mac,thats not truly appreciating art orwhat people create with their times itsjust appreciating who has done something the best and with what  kind of equipment is the most popular  Im sure there are computers/monitors that can do the same thing as a mac and I  dont want young artists  who cant afford some expensive setup to feel discouraged and think their work is any less. cause its not.


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Wheee

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 I really want to take out my camera and do some selfies but I need encouragement guys! Or else I'll just continue watching season 3 of Heroes and working on math homework which both having been really boring haha. 

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Kick Ass

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School just started this week and is already kicking my ass. But on the awesome side Last weekend I was a featured extra in a music video.The camera was up in my face a whoole lot how scary and nerve racking haha but it was a lot of fun still and we got to shoot in this amazing car for it.  Got to be on set a lot this past month for various film projects.  Im one of those people that definitely do not like to watch themselves but since I'm trying to improve my acting skills I may watch just to get a better idea of how my expressions work. If you are on zivity I have two new sets out shot by Krizanek photography and then I shot her who is also a model.  www.zivity.com/models/MsTea
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My loves!

4 min read


I feel terrible that I have not been on top of responding to comments on here, I know it seems like I start off every journal post saying that but really it sucks that I cant have my mind and my fingers in like 10 places at once.Maybe some beings many lightyears away can do that but we cant haha.  If anyone needs to get a hold of me send me a note thru here or Ill send ya my email. That's really the fastest way to contact me. 

Good news is I've been in school, wow I never thought I would say that haha but I am hitting the books again hoping to be inspired and working towards a degree . Its the first time I've been ambitious about continuing my education cause I didn't really see the point before, even now I had to really push myself to do it but I did it.I realized its not just about having a career or having money its really just about me having something of my own ,and bettering myself and of course I want to learn!  I'm going on 25 and I see school as the one thing I can control, I don't need support from anybody else just myself.  As my work with school increases this fall I'm not sure how much I can continue to post old & new works but I still will try to do self-shot sets every once in awhile cause I love everyone who watches me on here you guys are awesome seriously and you have no idea how much you make me feels like the last 6yrs of my life havent been a complete waste of time and space haha.The comments and message I've gotten though here have totally rose my spirits the highest. 

I'll admit that I do wish I could go back to the beginning and start all over. I would have done things differently,like work out haha but meh you cant cry over spilled milk whats done is done and all of this has been one big learning curve. I had to learn how to do my make-up better , learn who to work with and not to work with & oh my gosh I could tell you some horror stories about how stupid I've been.  I'm still happy & amazed at the body of work I have done over the years even if somethings looked or seemed terrible I'm really not embarrassed anymore cause that was me just being myself and trying the best I could at that moment. I consider my modeling & photo work to be my  ltittle hobby and its nice to be able to share it with others without any pressure! I hope everyone is having some happy days as the weather is getting warmer in the U.S. .yay for summer I cant wait for the Ren fair haha. 
<3
Amanda


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